10 on tuesday,

10 Things I've Been Putting Off

1. Deciding to go away for a weekend for caretakers to relax a bit.. I'm not at all sure I can leave things here.
   I've booked in a moment of stupidity for a 3 day stay at the sea with the caretakers organisation, in december. Haven't paid yet.


2. Deciding to have my autistic son live elsewhere or have some assistance come into the house.
   The first option is the best for all of us, so the other children have a chance to have some normal family time. But I know my autistic son will hate me forever...


3. Tidying and cleaning the attick.


4. Having my bloodwork done so I have to go to the new diabetesnurse.
   I think dealing with the complexity of my health is a doctor's job or my own responsibility.
   The doc knows me for 18 years now, and has an insight in my life. I don't need anybody to tell me I need to exercise more.


5. Telling the psychiatrist of my autistic son she's worth nothing at all. She promised to apply for a home where he can stay a weekend a month and a week during a vacation...she promised in may. And she didn't. She also didn't apply for help after he finishes school.
   It means that I can't get my son in care so I can go ...see 1. And we have to arrange help...which isn't here in the area...
   I'm so angry with that woman....


6. Painting the rest of the livingroom. I painted one wall and I'm not sure I like the color.


7. Writing down my experiences as a mom of a family with 4 boys with autism spectrum disorder (and their father too).


8. Well...I can't think of anything else at the moment..

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